trust me, today was the most hetic day ever. hmm to be precise, this week is one of the busiest week in a whole year! no!! i'll say, it's a month full of tight meetings, classes to attend, jobs to be done. all i can consume is carbon monoxide in my lungs; crazy, serious, tense thoughts; and a heavy loads of things to do at prodak on my back.

i am so so so tired!!! i always begin my days with waking up first thing in the morning to taken care of abbie, before she went to school. or on my work days, i will make abbie up, take a shower, taking care of my own self, go to work, cleaning up the mess and the dust. tidying up the store, then run to campus ...[actually by bus.. 3 times changing to a different bus]. then go to class, and spend my whole evening, trying to put knowledge of who knows what [since all i can think about is going home]. after that we always has this meeting about maker. not always, but everyday until this event is over!

at the moment, i feel a severe pain on my back. i wish i can just take off my contact lenses, and straight to bed. the probs is, i cant.

this ramblings is not important actually.